four hours isn't that far
eventually i'll feel stuck around here
i can make friends
i'll be on my way
i can and will come back

i need to work on my relationship of with my mother. i don't like that if i face the problems it will effect my life, or if i push it down it will effect my life. no matter what i was born under this condition and i have to live with it and it needs a lot of fixing. i want to fix it but i'm still really angry.