Sunday, December 28, 2008

New Year's Resolutions

1.Routine.
It could be every night I read a good book, or having a morning routine,clean every Sunday. I've despised doing the same thing over and over like in high school but I barely have anything steady going for me. Day's go by too fast and I can't remember them.
2. Make new friends.
I mean like real friends from Drexel. Someone that will actually hang out with me down in the city. I love all my friends but with our busy lives its been hard to just be girls like it used to. Which brings me to my other resolution..
3. Hang out with Cheryl more.
This girl's my best friend, we were so excited to be in the same city, but we never get to see each other. I want Saturday On Demand Movie Morning like in 8th grade. This goes to all my friends in the city. We're so close!
4. Stop.
I do this thing sometimes where I make a big deal out of something that in the end seems to be pointless. I want to stop doing that.
5. Money.
I want to eliminate stupid spending especially on food.
6. More time for me.
Quit my job, have my weekends back, sew more, listen to new music.
7. Don't mess up a good thing.
I've been pretty good at that in the past year, going to change that.
8. Do school right.
Here we go again! It will be different this time.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

"It's all in your head" so is everything but he didn't get it..

I hate not knowing if all my feelings about school are b/c i'm 'depressed' or if its just not my thing. I scheduled my next quarter, all my classes in the morning over by 4. so i'll have more time to get my work done, more time to myself, and more time to socialize. If I'm going to try to do this again, I'm going to try to do it right. Make more friends and put myself out there. If I'm not involved in campus I'm not going to want to go to campus. I don't know..I just can't deal with being a failure in school or out. Something will work out.