Sunday, October 25, 2009

Okay

It's been a while since I posted on here and I think it's time to do so. If you know me then you know that what I expected out of the next few months, have been totally turned inside out..but I've been quite okay with that so far.
I decided rather impulsively that I'm moving back home. This probably should feel like a real disappointment for myself but there's more support here than there is in Philadelphia. I can't be left alone, I just can't, I'm alone in Philadelphia.. and I can't go seeking friends. And then I've started to become weird and sad when I finally am with people that I want to be around. It's confusing but that's what's been happening and it's ruined me. Home is where the heart is, so I'm here to feel better about things. But bare with me if I tend to eat too much, get quite, or constantly want to go out for coffee, it'll pass. I really wish that things unfolded better within the past year but now I can buy a car! This next month I'm going to splurge a little bit..really can't wait to go shopping.
I'm okay, really. Things always turn out okay.