I hope that this next year can settle for a little bit. I want to see the future a little more clear than what it has been. This is mostly about school and my living situation. I hope things will turn out for the best between my friends. I'm ready to rid all the bad things from those people and start to enjoy them for who I really knew them to be. Gotta stop talking spit, listening to it and let people be who they really want to be. I'm glad I have the people I have though. I am really lucky.
Girls don't spit.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
i've learned a lot in the past three weeks and i must say i like where this is going and how things are now. i finally feel like this is what i want. and if it doesnt work out..well i'm not too concerned about it because i know things are good and i will always be fine. that's a good feeling to have.
i know i've bitched about someone 'close' to me but i'm glad i can see how she is and how she lives her life so i don't live mine that way.. learning from other people's mistakes.. i don't want to be in a relationship that will make me and my surroundings miserable and knowing that i'm not in that position, or even close, makes me very thankful.
the city late at night all alone is a pretty awesome thing. i try not to let people bring me down so i decided to go to the logan fountain to pass the time. i didn't have to buy anything, i didn't have to force smiles, i just got to see the innocence in children. these four little kids were adorable and something must have been telling 'amberly' to come and ask me what my name was. she was like a saint or an angel or something of that nature. and we were just dead and happy in our after life, watching the water and feeling its cold relief and enjoying the company of one another. her face was beautiful and her spirit, like no other. it made me feel like teaching chlidren was the right thing to do.
i know i've bitched about someone 'close' to me but i'm glad i can see how she is and how she lives her life so i don't live mine that way.. learning from other people's mistakes.. i don't want to be in a relationship that will make me and my surroundings miserable and knowing that i'm not in that position, or even close, makes me very thankful.
the city late at night all alone is a pretty awesome thing. i try not to let people bring me down so i decided to go to the logan fountain to pass the time. i didn't have to buy anything, i didn't have to force smiles, i just got to see the innocence in children. these four little kids were adorable and something must have been telling 'amberly' to come and ask me what my name was. she was like a saint or an angel or something of that nature. and we were just dead and happy in our after life, watching the water and feeling its cold relief and enjoying the company of one another. her face was beautiful and her spirit, like no other. it made me feel like teaching chlidren was the right thing to do.
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