What is she even thinking?

Ugh, I just want to throw up. When I'm not thinking-rather obsessing-over shit, something hits me and I'm involuntary involved with it again. How is it that some days I'm over things, couldn't care less but then others it really hurts my feelings?


I really like that sometimes I can make the day better again all by myself, I might not have those dependency issues I thought I had..maybe.