get over it

the girls who think that girls are stupid...are stupid. get over yourself. we're all the same from a distance. we all cry, get too worked up over boys, act cool when we really aren't. your life isn't new, your ideas aren't new so stop being a bitch if you're being a bitch.

today was a good day. on the subway home though i was thinking there was nothing that i was really coming home to, which kind of sucks. i can't move back home either. smoking, family dinners, 'authority', and having obligations to my family just isn't my thing anymore. i want to be near my friends who won't tell me what to do with my life. i don't really care anymore about what my future entails. all i know is i don't want to be at home because of money and i don't want to continue to suckle on the big fat fucking tit of my grandma like most of my family does. i'm almost free from my family's bullshit but now i feel that they won't let go of the leash.

i guess i will be job hunting, applying for community college, and figuring out how to get out of drexel and staying in the city.