i'm skipping my classes again today. i went to borders and looked at some self-help books and in the same aisle i saw retirement books. i wanted to find a book to justify why i shouldn't go to college, no luck.  but i picked up a retirement book, something about being happy when you retire. i thought it was the weirdest thing. "you can still live life after work." really? why is retirement suppose to be the happiest time of your life.. why not right now. why can't i retire now?

get me out of this hell.