I would really enjoy some company and a zombie movie tonight. The house is already empty enough, gonna suck when theres only Tia and I. It's cold here too. It was nice Christian came over last night. Days are getting better but they still suck. I have all this work and no motivation (or time). I did reply to this Craigslist Ad for handing out flyers to college students for a t-shirt company. Its called Pop Vulture and I'm excited to see how this turns out. Check it out, order a T-shirt or just read some of the blogs. http://www.popvulturetshirt.com/ I know this is going to be a good opportunity for me. 

The other night was a pretty bad one for me. It wasn't a good feeling to know I couldn't go downstairs, find my grandmother on the couch watching a silly TV show, and just sit there on her lap while she gave me a big warm hug. I love and miss my family even though they drive me crazy sometimes. I wish my head was different or something stable going on in my life right now. I haven't felt this bad in about a year. Maybe its this season, I love the fall though. I really don't know. okay done crying.