I don't think I've ever been this concerned about what I've consumed throughout my day. I used to be carefree about whatever I ate and now it feels like a constant worry. Living with people who are so conscious of what they eat put a damper on things sometimes. I have to live more like I don't care. I used to be this way but lately its been about an image and how I want to be, not who I am. I want to be perfect in the way I see myself but I don't think things will ever happen the way I see them. I only need to be okay with myself and my little corner of the world, fuck the rest. This has been causing me too much headache.

Show up, shut up, let go.