"I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion."

i have become really excited for the future (sometimes).

maybe its graduation, going to school, summer. i know it doesn't hold anything that would make me even more happier than i already (sometimes) am. the possibility of something new and somewhat of independence makes me feel proud (sometimes). i've done it, it's being done. i have served a detention, lost my virginity,painted some pictures and shaken a former president's hand. i can now die saying i have lived. (and sometimes living).