some things will never be the way they were.

i need to have the feeling that someone is around. just physically and i'll be alright emotionally. it doesn't matter who you are really, just that i can enjoy standing next to you while you do your thing, and i do mine. if not, i feel stuck. i think that's a big part of why i can't wait to be a mother. i love having someone around.

i've gotta find someone to replace you in my mind.